the Problem with Me
Posted by joshuatheliberal on June 13, 2008
The problem with me is I don’t have a destination that I have a concrete, thought out plan that I can confidently follow. It is a terrible thing when you replace your question beginning with “when” with “if”. When will you get the job you like? If you can ever get the job you like? When will you be successful? If you can ever be successful? I always want to cheer myself up but there are so many things suggesting I may not be able to make it after all. My destination, my dream is not getting closer everyday. I hate to doubt myself but it’s hard not to do so. In other words, I am losing hope. And apparently hope is the thing I live on in this moment as a student, without a career, money, or anything.
Or am I just being a pussy? Or just not aggressive enough?
